My life story starts now…

Awhile back I choose to be different I choose to be gay. Of course I was too afraid and not courageous enough to tell anyone so I just kept it in the back of my mind hoping, thinking there would be a right time a right moment were I could just yell it out.

Even though I had a girlfriend at the time, I was still kind of attracted to her but she didn’t give me that feeling, the tingle that all my guy friends get around girls. I noticed it while I was hanging out with one of my guy friends.

We were in the mall alone just me and one of my guy friends, and I started feeling something but I just tried to let it go but it wouldn’t go away and that’s when I knew I couldn’t keep it a secret for much longer. I ended up ending my relationship with my girlfriend before school started so I could stop worrying about it.

I felt then like I was ready but I still wasn’t 100% and as the school year passed I still was a little bit into the whole girlfriend thing but was starting to hang out with the guy’s more. I knew none of them were gay and or bi so I didn’t try anything or even hint at my new attraction. Later on I ended up getting together with this girl that I liked for a while. I knew from the start that the relationship would get kind of rough and might not last long and I was o.k. with that. One day when I was sitting at home I hatched this perfect plan it was a plan so incredibly ridiculous that I thought would never work in a life time. I had planned this relationship so that it could be kind of like a cover up to show all my friends that I was still into girls and stuff even though I wasn't.

When I was about to get the plan into motion the school year had already flown by and we were out of school. I was still able to see her since she lived a little bit down the road. I had gone over to her house one day since she invited me over and I had nothing better to do. When I got there I was surprised she was trying to get all “intimate” or whatever and I was trying to just be a little romantic maybe a kiss on the cheek or maybe the lips but nothing more but she wanted something else that only god knows what that was. So I was just keeping my distance maybe a few hugs nothing special but it was all going the way I was hoping.

Then the next night or the night after she had one of her friends text message break up with me and that was so shallow I started laughing. I thought my plan had just crashed and burned like the Hindenburg but I decided to make this event even better. I have seen many break ups in the middle school drama and I know how emotional some can be because I had to help some of my guy friends or try to save their relationships a number of times. So my year or two of drama classes and personal accounts came in handy and I acted very upset and all and was acting depressed even though I wasn’t ok maybe just a little sad but nothing else. I made it seem so realistic everyone bought it I was in the clear…for now.

Then came this 4th of July party thing that the whole town would go too held at one of the schools and I was starting to feel some pressure some suspicion and I knew then and there I had to get back with her. In my mind it was the icing on the cake. Cause I asked her right before the first firework went off with all my friends around and of course she said yes then the fireworks started flying…literally but also with me and her.

After the fireworks were done we said goodbye to each other hugged and kissed and it was an amazing cover that I never could have planned to be so great. The sad but true reality was now I had to start living the secret life, the lie I never intended to happen, but it did and I was starting to like it less and less each waking moment of each day.

While the relationship was continuing I was away at camp up in the Berkshire mountains in Massachusetts. This was a tough time in my life. I was in an all boy camp with one of my best friends from like second grade and my brother was also at the camp but didn’t see much of him and I was kind of thankful for that.

I had made a ton of friendships with some pretty hot guys, I must admit. One of the most awkward but funny times at camp would have to be the showers.

The hard part was the day leaving the camp of course I was happy to see my family but I just didn’t want to leave I wanted to stay there just a little bit longer but I knew it wasn’t going to happen. When I got home I rushed to my girlfriends house and said hi to her and talked to her for a while until I was called by my other friends begging me to come hang with them and I did because by that time I was really starting to get attracted to guys and had almost no interest in girls.

I would still talk to my gf and school would be starting again soon. Summer had gone by so amazingly fast I was in shock when I found myself in school on that first day of 8th grade. The only thing the whole grade was talking about was our trip to Washington D.C. everyone was so excited I couldn’t wait! Then another kink in the system a week or two before we were scheduled to leave she did it again but with another friend and another text. By this time I was just in a semi shock and laughing my arse off.

Before we were to leave I had already “fallen in love” with another girl. Just trying to keep my cool and stay on the down low. When we were on the bus to the airport I was sitting next to one of my best friends and even though we should have been sleeping, because it was around 4:00 in the morning and we had a very long day ahead of us, we could not stop talking.

When we got to the airport our little skater group had met up and we talked about how we were going to try to stay together the whole time but before we could finish the conversation we were split into groups and shuffled through the security lines. Thankfully I was in the same group as my best friend Joey, who don’t get me wrong, is hot. And we talked for awhile till the groups met back up at the terminal gate.

While we were touring around D.C. I tried to stay with this girl as much as possible waiting for a time where I could ask her out but there was just no time to get away from the teachers since we were “trouble makers”. Finally on the last night we were on a cruise on the Potomac river, we got dinner and we got to dance. It was so much fun! There was this one point were I had built up the courage to ask her out but the second I opened my mouth she was whisked away by one of her friends and I realized I blew I had completely failed and just felt upset for the rest of the night for some reason.

I thought to myself maybe I still have something for girls. I just stayed on the top level for the rest of the night hanging with some people from another school that had tagged along. After we docked we got on the coach busses back to the hotel and got ready to leave the next day.

About two or three day’s after we got back I was given another chance. Her ring broke in science class and I offered to get her a new one thinking what could be more romantic than a boy giving a girl a ring while asking her out. So I got a ring for her and went to school the next day. At recess I found the right moment and went over to her. While giving her the ring I asked her. She paused for a few moments with a blank face looking at me. Then it came out she said lets get to be better friends which really meant no in girl language. So I said ok and I wasn’t sad or mad but I wasn’t happy or normal, I just felt this weird kind of in between. We still stayed great friends. I was happy for that.

School continued as usual same old work everyday still having to be secretive. I still had not found the courage to tell any of my friends sadly. Then one day as I was home alone I decided to search for a site where I could talk or read something that was around my age and see if I could get any information or get some tips on coming out. I stumbled on three or four sites that caught my interest the most. I read the first three and they were helpful but just not what I was looking for.

Finally the last site I had to try. I was hoping wishing that this one would be the most helpful. It turns out it had everything I needed personal accounts and facts and they were all directed to kids around my age. I kept reading story after story it just kept me so interested. Other kids posted their stories and I read them and it made me feel like I could take on anything it was great!

Finally the moment was in my sights. I had a party at my house with just all my closest friends, and while they were outside skateboarding on of my friends Kelsey was inside on the phone with her already asleep boyfriend trying to wake him up. I asked her if I could talk to her about something really deep. She said yes and so we sat down and I told her straight out no sugarcoating or anything, just straight “I’m gay”, it took her a second to process what I had just said then she did what most girls did and hugged me and said "aww I’m so happy for you".

I was more happy for myself. It had just sunk in that I finally got this hovering burden lifted off my shoulders... for now. We talked for a few more minutes until one of my friends made us go outside and enjoy the party. In all it was a good night or should I say great.

The next day we were at school and she asked if she could tell my ex and I said why not. So a few days after I was at my house and I saw that one of my best friends Joey had come online on Facebook. Since he moved due to a house fire I didn’t know his new number or a good time for just me and him to hang out. So I thought this might be shallow if I told him over Facebook but I had no other choice. So I told him the same way I told Kelsey. It took him a second or two. Then he was like cool "I support you all the way and if anyone gives you shit about it I will kick their arse". I could not of hoped for any better of an answer.

We just talked about some stuff then moved on to air soft guns or something. When I saw another one of my friends come on Facebook I told her too. Vicki's instant response was “really?” and of course I had to say yes. She was like "aww that’s so awesome" and it made me feel like I could not of had better friends. She told the rest of the girls (Jenna, Amanda, Chloe, crystal) in our group and they all said pretty much the same thing.

For now that was about as much people I wanted knowing at the moment. The reason I only had told one guy is because I knew I could trust him and I knew he was my best friend and could keep it a secret from the other guys.

Now I spent more time with the girls especially Vicki because she’s fun to hang with but there was a problem. She had a boyfriend his name is James. He is like my other best friend and I had a feeling that he thought maybe I was trying to steal Vicki from him or hit on her and I would not want to send him or them through any type of pain or trouble so I had Vicki talk to him and tell him I was gay. Just to clear things up and I had her make sure she told him to keep it on the down low. I knew other kids in the school even in our group do not really say nice things about gay kids from a first hand account.

I kept thinking my mom kept getting more and more suspicious. It was just this bigger thing hovering over me. I talked it over with a few friends asking them for any advice they could help with I asked them if I should tell her. They just said it’s up to you it’s your decision. That was a great answer even though it didn’t help me they were trying to encourage me to do it myself and I thought it was great.

Finally I wrote her a letter describing everything and left it on her bed so when she got home she could read it. She finished reading it and came into my room and woke me up. She said are you sure your ok with this and all the other questions a mom would ask. She probably had a million questions to ask but since it was late at night she didn’t want to keep me up.

The next morning while I was eating my breakfast she asked who else I had told and I told her almost all my friends in the group. She said you talk to the guidance counselors about this or the counselor I go to for when my parents got divorced. That made me pissed! I felt like she didn’t think I had thought this over for months even years on end when I have. I felt like slapping her and saying god dammit how could you not respect this do you know how hard this was for me! But I just held it back.

I told my friends about it and they said that was kind of mean for her to do that. I felt like she lost all hope she didn’t believe me… then I sent her a statistic over the email which I had gotten from gaysurfreport.com which is like a blog or storyboard, however you want to put it, anyway it’s just for kids around the age of 10 to like 18 which is prefect!

Anyway getting back on topic I told her that I felt some serious doubt and that I would like her just to try to get rid of that doubt. She made the funniest response ever! She said she would love me no matter what even if I had 12 eyes and eight legs. I’m now positive that she is fully excepting me but only time will tell. I just had to break that little barrier and now everything is fine and I am so grateful for that.

Now here I am writing this essay to anyone who want’s to read this for whatever reason. I hope this will eventually help someone out there who needs it. The funny thing is my life has just begun…..

If you would like to correspond with Mike via txt, IM, or email, contact us here at GSR (thatkidchris@gaysurfreport.com) along with your pic and some info and we'll forward it to Boru for him to contact you directly. -jackson

 

Alone Too
hi i really dont have any actual guys that i can talk to that are gay or bi even. and i just wanted to u know talk to some or one bout how they did it, came out to the public and all ( like anyone like cody cooper or jack coran.. since im bi myself although i dont know what to say even. that is why i was wonderin if you even would have an email address that i could maybe reach either of them at or any of them.. thanx

Mike

If you would like to correspond with Mike via txt, IM, or email, contact us here at GSR (thatkidchris@gaysurfreport.com) along with your pic and some info and we'll forward it to Mike for him to contact you directly. -jackson

 

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Courage To Come Out
Honestly your site is amazing. I love it! I am 17 years old and I am gay and I have came out to a friend of mine but she already told me that she was gay but my family and my best friends don't know. I have tried dating girls but the tingle, the sparks aren't there. Theres nothing there and I did not have any desire to be intimate with them at all. So, I finally admitted to myself that I am gay and I cannot change that. At first I hated myself, but that is no way to live life. I have accepted myself and I am still the same person, I just like guys. Lving in hiding is also not a great way to live life either and that is why I want to tell people that I like guys. But I am truly terrified of their reaction. I dont want to lose my friends and I dont want my family to be ashamed of me. I really like the article by Cody, "Alone" it has been inspirational. I feel horrible for the poor kid but he seems strong and I wish him all the best. He has really helped me to understand everything about myself in more detail. I like the fact that your site is about gay guys not being about flamboyant sissies. But that were just like every other guy out there just our sexual preferences are different. Again thanks for the site it really has helped me and hopefully I can take up the courage one day to come out to people.

DT

If you would like to correspond with DT via txt, IM, or email, contact us here at GSR (thatkidchris@gaysurfreport.com) along with your pic and some info and we'll forward it to Mike for him to contact you directly. -jackson

 

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Anniversary Party
I absolutely LOVE your site, although I think it's fine time for a Neil Patrick Harris article! And to Hutchie in the Letters section, Jackson's right. When I came out, most of my "friends" dumped me too. But I kept strolling along (literally) and made some new real friends. Right now I'm a sophmore at Mater Dei HS, and I'm in > the Chamber Singers (honors choir). I honestly don't > remember how I found out about GSR, cause it was so long > ago. We are currently planning my Coming Out Anniversary Party" in December!

Matt, Santa Ana, CA

If you would like to correspond with Matt via txt, IM, or email, contact us here at GSR (thatkidchris@gaysurfreport.com) along with your pic and some info and we'll forward it to Mike for him to contact you directly. -jackson

 

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I'm Not Angry but...
Hey, I'm interested in meeting other gays for friends or even a relationship. I don't want to use the online dating websites because its useless because I can't drive. Where can i meet other gays. I live in San Diego by the way. Also not to sound angry but in response to some letters, just because you're in theater does not make you practically a women. Also all the gay guys in drama at my school are idiots.

Wombian Wombian

You might want to take up surfing or some other sport where you can be around other guys that might just end up being gay. -jackson

 

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East Coast Love
To GSR, my name is Mike and i am a fifteen your old guy from long island new york. Im an east coast kid and i live right on the water. Im really into kite surfing considering theres no waves on the L.I. sound. I discovered your website a few months ago and it changed my life. Ive been in denial about being gay for a really long time but seeing how everyone who is gay is not a pansy makes me feel a lot more comfortable with who i am. I used to think gay guys were pussy's into stupid boring things. Im a guy who likes to get out and get dirty. I longboard kiteboard mountain bike, hike you name it ill do it. Plus seeing all the pictures of the hot guys really sets me off i cant contain myself. It feels good to let my feelings out, the ones in which i have been keeping in for so long. And its nice to look at all the hot guys in my school but seeing all the pics on your site i feel more open. Also the stories about gay guys and the things they've been through are awesome to read. My favorite one is the ying yang twins. I've never told anyone how i feel on the inside so it gets really tough hiding it and this site is great for me. I really want to tell everyone about myself but i'm just not ready yet and i don't think its that big of a deal, i mean at least i'm being honest to myself. But i want to see more on your site its been a little stagnant lately and i'm excited for some new hot pictures of those cut guys. Please reply id love to hear your advice on being confident with being a gay guy and how to express myself and figure out who else is gay because i really want someone to hook up with but it seems there's no one out there (except for theatre guys but there practically girls). Thanks for your time.

also about the term gay i really hate referring to myself as that, i feel it characterizes someone who is all flimsy, i consider myself a straight dude who likes guys. It makes me feel more like a man and it feels better to say.

Mike

...and this is exactly the reason that The Gay Surf Report exists, thanks Mike. -jackson

 

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Lookin' For Teen Love
Hey, I love your site. I'm so glad I found it. I have a question though, do you know anywhere where I can find naked boys of my own age, (15-17years old range). I really want to see boys my age naked and kissing and stuff. Thanks

KG

thx for the props brah. not really sure how to answer your question. we're in the U.S. so 18 is the legal age for showing guys naked. if you live in another country the laws are different though so you might check google for your country's age limit. (england is 16 i think). if you're in that teen age group and want to meet guys your own age, you might try working out at a gym or surfing if you live on the coast. it will take some time but eventually you'll find guys with interests like yours and who knows, you might actually fall in love. and isn't love what it's all about anyway? peace -jackson

 

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I'm Not Gay Either
I was surfing (ha.... puns) on the Web and came across your "I'm not gay" article. I read through it and honestly loved it. It made many great points and really "fit the bill" for pretty much every gay guy I know. I especially like the section about GLADD and HRC not really helping change much. Well, I looked around and was trying to find the writer's name. I probably just missed the proverbial "elephant in the room" but could you send me the author's name? I don't really plan on redistributing it or anything like that. But I would like to show it too some friends and I'm big on attributing work to people. I'm an aspiring journalist. Thanks in advance,

Eric L.

You're right, what could you possibly have in common with an angry lesbian that hates anything with a penis? -jackson

 

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Having A Difficult Time
Hey there GSR i've recently turned 16 and have recently came out...some of my friends are cool with it more than others  but some have almost stopped talking to me...can't really blame them though i'm just about the only gay in our school. thanks for the site it help to hear what other people have to say. cheers.

Hutchie

I know it seems like things are rough right now but eventually you'll gravitate to some new real friends that love you for who you are. Patience my friend. -jackson

 

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I Got A Lot To Say
Hi Jackson, My name is Amir I live in Dallas Texas. I was just surfing the web today and i came across your website. It really touched my heart how you care so much about people. Like so many of the stories on your website I am also gay. I don't think I've ever had a harder time with anything in my life. I figured it out in kindergarten. But I was so young then i didn't understand anything, it wasn't tell maybe middle school or even elementary school when i noticed that i was checking guys out in the locker room and the bathroom. I still didn't know that that meant i was gay or that i was gay or anything. I've never been the popular one at school i have always been teased and made fun of and called gay and queer, homo, all kinds of names I'm sure you know all the one I'm talking about. I didn't understand any of it it wasn't tell i got older that i realized what gay meant and that i understood that i was attracted to boys. I don't know why it took me so long but it did. I don't know it was so confusing i didn't really still know that i was gay. But then it went from now knowing to kind of thinking i was and i when i started kind of thinking i was, of course i tried to hide it. I just thought it was just a faze and it will pass. And when that didn't work i just tried ignoring it and hiding from and denying, pretending that it isn't apart of me. I thought if i wasn't gay that the kids might like more. I didn't want to be gay because all the kids told me that if i was gay that God would hate me. I didn't want to be gay i wanted to be normal, i wanted to be like everyone else. I didn't understand why i had to be so different, i thought that god just didn't like me or something. This is hard to explain because it was so confusing i tried pretending that I'm wrong, that i wasn't gay. I tried just ignoring it like i said and just trying to change. I tried being someone I'm not just to see if i could get at least one kid. Chris, I would lay in bed and cry myself to sleep because i had no friends and from the way the kids would treat me. I spent year of that i grew up in Plano Texas. Then I moved to Frisco last year i got held back one year but all be graduating this year. I'm so glad i moved to Frisco, All of the kids at my school are so accepting of me. But its so hard to still come out. I still don't think actually i know i still haven't completely 100 percent admitted it, to myself. What's even harder is coming out to my family see my mom has picked up on all this and has asked me i don't know how many times if i was gay. I have always said know you know she always said i don't care all still love you. But then she backs it up with but all have a hard time accepting it whets love with out acceptance. I feel like I'm so alone, I mean i have some friends but none of them are gay and i have no one who can understand any of this. I have now won to open up to or just someone to hang out with or just talk to. I've been so deeply depressed over this every since i was little I've tried therapy and anti depressant pills. Its just so hard to go through all this alone anymore. as I get older its get more and more lonelier. There was this one kid at my school his name is Brian he graduated last year. I met him through myspace not knowing that he went to my school, since my school is so huge. We kind of started hanging out and i kind of picked up on hat maybe we might be ay. But then aging i didn't know if maybe i was so lonely that I wanted him to be gay. But then he invited me to a gay club he said that he was graduating, and invited me to get a town home with hi. I told him that i was working at the time and he's like " oh that okay all pay for everything" He said that we could share a bedroom" expect. He's really a very nice guy, and this whole time i thought he's not gay he's not gay I'm just thinking too much of this. then he'd ask me out to dinner or something. Id ask him hey Brian are you gay. And he would get to offended buy it. But were still friends today its just hard i still think he's gay i never moved in with him. He's kinds backed out of moving away from homer after all. But, part of me wants him to be gay because he's so sweet and kind and good looking, and caring and nice and friendly. What i want him to come out at least so maybe we can date or he can at least be honest with himself. I just have a lot that I'm going through and have no one to talk to I'm sorry for slamming all this on you.

Amir, Dallas TX

Phew! -jackson

 

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In Love With Love
Hey GSR we love your site especially the article on the gay jocks. We also met while on our school's team and have been together since our freshmen year. Our coach and team are totally supportive (well except for one player's parent that's an ass) and it helps that we both excel in the sport we love. Hmmm, I wonder if the guys would be as supportive if we sucked, nahhhh, they'd still love us... 'cause we're loveable!

Tommy and Nate, Spokane WA

We agree you're both adorable but we don't ever remember what part of a swim meet requires swimmers to hold each others hand. Good for you though! -jackson

 

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Hawaiian Punch
Dude. All I can say is finally. I've been telling all my friends since I came out that there's other surf bros out there that aren't kooks and happen to be gay. I know 'cause I've met a few. When I lived in San Diego there was an entire beach for gay surfers (Blacks Beach, see entire article on gay surfing S.D. www.gaysurfreport.com/traveler) and some of the guys could really surf good. I've moved to Hawaii since but still come across some gay surfers out here as well. I can still out surf them all tho... Peace, James

Kimo (James), Lihue, HI

You probably out surf them all and we bet you definitely make 'em all drop dead with your looks too. Keep up with whatever you're doing right. -jackson

 

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M.I.A ohhhh
LOL, Me and my bros are constantly checking out your site wondering when you're gonna write an article on us MIA surfers. We know you're just jealous that we can surf better then you west coast groms. Come on, invite us out to surf this summer or at least write a story about us. Yes, this is an official east coast vs west coast challenge.

Camden, Cocoa Beach, FL

Ok we promise to send tickets for you clowns to fly out here WHEN we start making some real money off this site. So yeah, this is a challenge back: find us a SPONSOR. -jackson

 

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Louisiana Rain
Dudes this is the sickest site I've ever seen. The pics are da best but the articles are actually ones I read 'cause I'm down with the skater/surf culture and want all the information I can get. I'm sorta landlocked out here in LA but knowing I can log on to read some of the latest sh t from over Cali way makes me smile. T'anks mon.

Nathanial, New Orleans LA

Thanks man, btw nice molester van in the background of your pic bro. -jackson

 

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Pennsylvania Dutch
Hey man thanks for the website. We don't have much of a surf culture out here in PA but there are some sk8er boys that sure are hot. I'm not sure if I really fit the kind of viewer you usually have 'cause it looks like you mostly got surfer dudes on this site but I wanted to say hey and tell you that I'm really into your website so keep up the good work and thanks if you put my letter and pic in, maybe I'll get one of those sk8er boys to IM me.

Anthony, Harrisburg PA

Hey Dutch, you might not fit the surfer profile but you definitely got it goin' on. -jackson

 

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Feet First
Thanks GSR for your article on guys into socks. I always thought I was pretty much on my own thinking this way but it's good to know there are other guys like me and that I'm not so out there. Oh and I like the other articles on your site too but Snow Patrol? Come on now...

Xavier G, Skokie, IL

No love for Snow Patrol? But what about all the instruments and musicianship? Gotta love 'em for that, no? -jackson

 

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Working 'It' Out
Hey man, thanks for the article on your site. I'm kinda alone thinking it feels better working out in my basement without tons of clothes on. I even like running on the treadmill with it flopping around. Is that a bad thing? (lol)

CM, Tacoma, WA

Nuffin's bad as long as you're into it and not hurting anyone bro. -jackson

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Tropical Paradise
Dudes! Your article was so on. I live in Hawaii and after surfing out in the reefs with my bros I come back on board the boat that brought us out and the first thing I want to do is lounge around on the deck wearing nothing. I mean surfing nek'd is kinda wack but laying around the deck on the long ride home catching some zzzz's is best when you're feeling the hot sun on your... True dat.

CT, Kona, HI

Nice pic bro but what we want to know is what your other surf bros think... -jackson

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Spälhaul Fun
Hello from Germany! My name is AJ and I love your website. I am a junior olympic gymnast living in Berlin, Germany and got your website from gayboysupport.nl and like all the stories and pictures. All my friends are big fans too, thanks for giving us a look at how California gay boys live and their style and fashion and way they talk. Skating is way big here in Berlin and I get most of my clothes online now using advertising from your website. Thanks again for a good place for gay boys like me to come to.

AJ, Berlin GERMANY

Actually AJ, Germany will be building an indoor surf spot in Frankfort soon so you can skate and surf. -jackson

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Eastcoast Fan
Dear Jackson, Yo what's up? I'm writing to say thanks for the awesome website, GSR rocks, keep up the good work! I can't wait to log on every morning (well late morning considering you guys don't post until you get up 3 hours after we do!). The thing I like about your site is that you guys bring the point of surf culture so differently, surfing to me is a lifestyle and frame of mind, not just a sport oh and I like the pics of all the boys! I come from Pennsylvania, so we don't get exposed to much surf culture out here but it's nice to know that when I'm skating around I get all the coo surf news directly from my socal source. Keep it up!

Stefan Kharoufa, Mechanicsburg PA

thx man, good to know the midwest boys love us -jackson

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Do I Care?
Boo! Panic in the Disco? Do I care? I admit I log on to your web site every day and enjoy the absurd humor and articles of the anti-hero gay surfer but it was better before tho when you covered only surf but then you went all international news on us. Who had the idea to add a bunch of dumb music articles and worse yet you think the final product humorous? Weak. You guys put as much thought into those music articles as congressman Foley did into texting those little gay boys for play. I live in Humboldt County, CA and am still a proud gay surfer so I enjoy reading the surf stuff tho. C'mon, at least try and change something so we focus on the surf/skate/board culture you talk about on your site. Please, how hard can you run from yourself. Jack asses.

Bitter Surfer, Humboldt County CA

awww, someone needs a hug... -jackson

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Sweet 16
Dear GSR, I really like your website. I try as much as I could to log on but its kind of hard for me since I can't really log on at home when my parents are around. Today's my birthday I'm turning 16. I'm trying to get a job at Pharmacy Boardshop by my house. They only have straight guys working there. I need money to buy my shit. I don't get allowance so I need the job and that way I could be checking out the guys. I think guys with tight pants look so hot. Well peace out. Hope you like my letter.

Lucian, Fontana CA

16th birthday? shouldn't you be whoopin' it up with all your bros? -jackson

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